Tuesday, August 24, 2010
DANG IT!
So I just saw a stupid little floating baby on a friend's blog (nothing personal... I did it too when I was pregnant! :) and for the first time in a LONG time I felt something. I want a floating baby on my blog with a countdown until SHE arrives! ;) It brought tears to my eyes! The desire was there, but then reality hits and I just don't think I could handle it. I already feel like I live at the circus! ;)- I just don't think I am built the same as some of you other women. I have little patience, yell lots, am harder on my kids then I should be, need more kid-free breaks than probably most of you, stress too much, and frustrate easily. (And let's not even explore the fact that I don't cook, bake, sew, sing, etc! ) I am positive no one could love my boys more than I do, but sometimes I worry if my actions show that. So for now, I need to be happy and enjoy the three wonderful little men I have!
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Your kids are SUPER cute. And who cares if you don't cook, sew, bake or sing? You play volleyball, and you BLOG. What could be more important then that.
I loved your football post. I remember my little bro's try at football. My Mom didn't make him stick it out because she thought it was ridiculous, too.
And babies. I know that if I'm supposed to have more, I'll know it, and I'll want it--desperately. I'm so glad that there are tons of women who keep having babies. Maybe someday I'll be able to repay all the service done for me if I can serve them.
hahaha - you want my FOURTH....that darling little girl on the end that is rotten to the core?!?! Cause most days, you could have her!!
I know how you feel though....I have those same thoughts here and there....thinking about being DONE with those child bearing years are hard. I'm sorry! I love you!! And please...you are a better mom than I am. I would NEVER volunteer to be the team mom for my sons football team....so there!!!
You could totally do 4! Or 8 for that matter. I think you are a wonderful mom, Tiff! Your great boys are proof, and I'm sure they have no doubt that you love them!
BTW...it's almost impossible not to yell when you have 3 boys, close together, right in a row! They would NEVER hear you if you didn't! We all do it ;)
I'm so glad I looked at your blog tonight! I can totally relate to the "feeling like a bad mom" part. Brock is out of town (for a fun football game) and I'm going crazy with my little ones! It's always when they have gone to bed and everything is quiet that I feel bad & hope my kids still love me!!
This made me realize that we're all trying to do our best. Thankfully, tomorrow is a new day and I can try harder to have more patience, yell less, and not be so hard on MY kids!
A nice honest post, Tiff, that's very much appreciated.
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